Wait, Stop, THERE'S MORE!

I am really trying to hold it together Here! There has to be more to this! Is my music even helping anyone? Or to I tare at my sole, as i remind myself of the pain I have gone through.

Cant anyone HEAR? These Words, These Lines<<< I make them into Rhymes so you will listen to them during your Hard Times! My fans hold me up, ya know! They make it worth the pain I Speak of...

Is Blood Staind Faze the place God wants me to rest? Or was all this a TEST of some kind? Only HE will Know!?!

So here we go Lord.... What's My F@#%!N9 next step? CAn't YoU SeE I'Ve GoNE NUMB inSidE?